With the dedicated work of volunteers who trudged
through the snow and posted flyers and community members who watched for him or
placed food and live traps on their property, especially Applecrest Orchards, we were certain
that Charles was still alive, at least through Monday, December 10th,
the last time he was spotted by a community member--running in an open field
near Hwy 14 and 35E, still dragging the leash. With an already low body weight,
predators, snow, temperatures, traffic, and a leash, the deck was stacked against
this young dog. Every day was critical, but weather didn't cooperate.
I tried meditating on it; usually, my dog Sarah helps with that, but I couldn’t connect to her. Instead, I felt the presence of two of my dogs who had died, Kunda and Muffin. In my meditation, I asked them to find Charles, wherever he was, to comfort him and guide him toward shelter. The second time I meditated, I saw Charles seeking shelter in an outbuilding, perhaps a barn, with hay scattered on the floor. I doubted myself. Maybe I was seeing what I wanted instead of what was real.
So, yesterday, with no sightings of Charles in several days, I drove to the location where he was last seen with my friend Carol to meet fellow volunteers, Mary and Carl, so we could continue to search. Despite our assignment, it wasn’t an entirely bleak prospect. After all, I was able to spend time with Carol, a lovely person, the kind you want to spend time with; everybody does. On the way, we spoke of miracles and asked one difficult question: At what point should we give up the search?
Ultimately we decided that, as long as Charles
was still being spotted, we should continue to look.I tried meditating on it; usually, my dog Sarah helps with that, but I couldn’t connect to her. Instead, I felt the presence of two of my dogs who had died, Kunda and Muffin. In my meditation, I asked them to find Charles, wherever he was, to comfort him and guide him toward shelter. The second time I meditated, I saw Charles seeking shelter in an outbuilding, perhaps a barn, with hay scattered on the floor. I doubted myself. Maybe I was seeing what I wanted instead of what was real.
So, yesterday, with no sightings of Charles in several days, I drove to the location where he was last seen with my friend Carol to meet fellow volunteers, Mary and Carl, so we could continue to search. Despite our assignment, it wasn’t an entirely bleak prospect. After all, I was able to spend time with Carol, a lovely person, the kind you want to spend time with; everybody does. On the way, we spoke of miracles and asked one difficult question: At what point should we give up the search?
When Carol and I met Mary and Carl at the site, we checked the live trap and spoke with the owner of the orchard, who directed us to a nearby abandoned farmhouse. Together we trudged through knee-high snow, and despite our heavy charge, I found myself grateful to be outside on such a beautiful day getting exercise, spending time with warm people, slowing down a bit, seeing nature. In the pristine snow, we noticed mouse tracks first, followed by rabbit tracks, and then a strange disturbance in the snow that Carl suggested had been caused by a raptor; there were no tracks leading to or away from it.
As we made our way across the field, Carol suggested I scout the abandoned farm off to our left. I veered away from the group and cut a second trail through the knee-deep snow. As soon as I entered the yard, I knew Charles had been there--although the tracks clustered around a tree were no longer fresh. The snow had been walked on multiple times by an animal about the size of a small dog, and there was urine in the snow. I was certain that this had been home base.
To my right, a small outbuilding with a couple of walls missing seemed a logical hiding spot as the tracks were clustered very near there. I rounded the corner and looked inside.
And there, staring back at me, was Charles, his leash wrapped around a board and very much alive!
I called out to the others in the group
once, twice, three times, “He’s here!” I knew he couldn’t bolt, but he looked
so scared. I thought he might die any second, of fear, of cold, I don’t know. He
was just so close and still not safe. I needed backup and couldn’t move until
it arrived.
After what seemed an eternity, Carol and
Mary reached me. They held up a blanket to give Charles the illusion that the
building wasn’t wide open, in case he broke free before we reached him. Then
Carl rounded the other side of the building, and I was ready to go in. My heart
was pounding, as a wrong move on my part could
be fatal for Charles. I tried to clear my head, inhaling deeply, and stepped
over the boards with nails covering the floor of the shed. He stood near the
middle of the building, where he might have found protection in the dusting of
hay under the boards if he hadn't been tethered to a board. I called for the others to throw me treats, which I tossed into
Charles. He didn’t seem to notice. He looked weak.


Was it a strand of hair, perhaps?
I don't know, but I'd like to think it
was some being that had been sent to protect him. One of my dogs, perhaps,
providing comfort while Charles warmed himself on my lap? Perhaps it acted as a guardian
until he was safe.
Who knows, but I definitely think it was a
day filled with miracles. Thanks to everyone who helped bring Charles home.
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